now that im back i can feel the weight of this city pulling me down again like one of millions of obelisks in some bronze age structure to a dead god im being pulled into place by slaves after being slowly steadily chipped away

"Lovely snipe and tender turn, excellent vapor and slender butter, all the splinter and the trunk, all the poisionous darkening drunk, all the joy in weak success, all the joyful tenderness, all the section and the tea, all the stouter symmetry" - by Gertrude Stein (from ROAST BEEF in Tender Buttons)

fucking centerlink! fuck that place! ( Read more... )

"the world is made by the singer for the dreamer" - o.wilde

i need to get my shit together!
1. i have to sort out my shit with centrelink,
2. APPLY FOR JOBS
3. pay like $50 in library fines at uni.. fucking hell
4. select subjects for next year
5. sort out the bond from our old place

ayai ayai ayai

on the upside ive begun growing a beard

HAIKU MADNESSSS ( Read more... )

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I really need to study hard and work my shit out, but its hard to focus, Im hating/loving uni at the moment, i really have no excuse for poor performance this semester because im not working, but, whenever im alone/at home it feels like everything is weighing me down, i fucking hate homework, and the fucking computer and i can't concentrate, i ( Read more... )

now that my initial infatuation with UNSW has died down, i can see that this is not unlike my last uni, its just going to be another semester of hanging out by myself and feeling like a loser ( Read more... )

I have heaps of uni work to do. Which basicly means i smoke alot of cigarettes and get bogged down in readings. The good news is in English we're doing The Crying of Lot 49 by Pynchon, but i can't enjoy novels when it feels like everything is dragging me down.

I've been reading alot about the kashmir dispute in india for history. I'd really like to ( Read more... )

My surrogate older bro gabe is going overseas tomorrow, i didn't think i'd miss him, like a year or two isn't too long and he'll be having a mad time, but now that he's actually going and he'll be gone YEARS i feel kinda sad. Also he's a small, very-white guy, in ethnic land. on his lonesome. man gabe is so white. eg. he goes to the beach at 6pm to ( Read more... )

 i recieved my uac offers today, i applied to change unis  and out of my 9 preferences i got my 2nd one. B.Arts/B.Ed at UNSW!!!! i'm so so happy. no more ACU. no more books no more teachers dirty looks. well actually at least they will be different dirty looks! fuck yeah the UAI was like 20 points above what i recieved so its kinda like a ( Read more... )

going to see dan and heid tonight, last night i went and hung out with sheldon and ash. They were fucking awesome, but Xin is a bit much, I'm kinda sick of her, she's so attention seeking. Shel told me she went psycho in their house and like ripped nathans wardrobe door off, kicked a hole in the front door, and broke all this other shit because ( Read more... )