Please oh please oh please do me a favor and go to

www.myspace.com/coreydegrawmusic

and listen to "Mazurka for J.A.W."

After you do that, can you please tell me what you hear. Really tell me what you hear. What does it make you see? Feel? Think? It is an important piece for a lot of people that know me, and for me personally. Thanks for 5 ( Read more... )

mmmmm ( Read more... )

why can't I let go? Moving on is hard. I don't like it. It gets in the way of everything else I'd rather be feeling. I *should* be better by now. Honestly. Jesus.

I don't even know what to write ( Read more... )

I got to thinking last night ( Read more... )

Today was the first day that I didn't wake up feeling sad, lonely, depressed, or angry since Memorial Day.

I'm really happy about this.

But now I'm beginning to think that a lot of people think I'm an asshole... or socially inept. I'll have to work on that one.

One is fear of failing. I lie in shock of what is to come. A chance that I may not succeed, despite what other men decree. I want it back, I want the net of hope and chance an performers sent ( Read more... )

AAhhh ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

alrighty then ( Read more... )