God, so long since I have written anything here. I haven't really written anything anywhere for a very very long time ( Read more... )

Hey Team.

Probably not going to have time to update my lj and my blog. Blog is easier so it's at

http://joandbenson.blogspot.com

See you all there. xxj

...Wow! I can't believe it's only 14 sleeps to go until I leave Auckland. It seems to have come fast, but not really fast enough. I think that makes sense ( Read more... )

It's 9.30am and I have been at work for an hour. I'm so fucking bored. Work is so boring. I've only been at this job for 5 months and already its lost its challenge and I am bored out of my brains again. I just dion't have enough to do. There is only so much work one can create for oneself. I really don't know what to do because there is nothing in ( Read more... )

Although I am feeling like utter shit today, I had a nice experience with a child this morning. I was shelving the kids picture books and the magazines, and this unkempt child approaches me and asks if she can help me. She proceded to shelve the magazines in record time and then asked if there was anything else she could do! So, I am trying to ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little bit better about my appointment today. I'm nervous, but I need to know what is going on so that I can do something and know that there will one day be an end to the pain etc ( Read more... )

And that would be because I don't have much to say these days ( Read more... )

I just realised. That last dumb thing said ýou like cats a whole lot'.
Whatever.
I hate cats.

So dumb.
But then again, I'm in a dumb mood, So it was kinda funny.....

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The past week has been a weird one for me. I'm missing Star. I can't quite believe that I will never see her again. I guess it will take me a while to get used to that. She was definitely part of our family and it will be weird not to have her around. In the past few years she was always inmore or less the same place when I got home to Taupo, ( Read more... )