So things with Nicole are okay. She's still dating him and she says they're going to break up when she moves out, but I can't shake off the feeling that it isn't going to happen. She says she can't stand him but she seems to still hang around him constantly, so I don't know what to think there. It just feels like she tells me what she knows I ( Read more... )

So either last night or the day before I got a message from this girl on myspace saying I was cute. I looked at her profile and saw we liked a lot of the same music, so I sent her a message back. Well, we ended up talking on AIM for two hours tonight. Now, that doesn't seem like a lot, but talking for two hours to some stranger you met on ( Read more... )

I waited all day for a call that never came. I didn't expect it to, but I had hoped it would. I'll probably hope again tomorrow. It would mean so many things. It would mean she cares about me. It would mean she needs me just as much as I need her. I wonder if she even thought about me today. I wonder if she was in the same position as me, ( Read more... )

I decided I'm going to vent here instead of to other people now ( Read more... )

So there I was waiting for my phone to tell me I had a text. The last text Nicole had sent me said she would respond once she got out of class. Well, she never did. There was nothing to really respond to. I had told her our friendship meant nothing to her and if it meant nothing to her then it meant nothing to me. Sure it could be argued, but ( Read more... )

After a couple of hours of completely restless sleep, I finally woke up for the rest of the day. It was only 8 in the morning and I had nothing planned till 2 when I was going to go get my paycheck. I played my guitar for two hours, and didn't accomplish much of anything. I tried to play some video games, but they were just boring. I think I've ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

I have given up all hope on sleep. It's just not going to happen tonight. Oh well, hope I can make it through tomorrow.

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