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So, the other day, I was wandering around the book store, when I noticed a man in a wheel chair, being helped along by an elder woman. The man's hands were twitching around and he was drooling, staring vacantly forward, while whining in a tone I could not understand. I didn't know what was wrong with him...but I had no desire to EVER become like ( Read more... )

For those of you who know what I was freaking out about earlier today, I'm better now. Really. Thanks for the words of worry. And the bagel was tasteriffic.
In other news:

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Cheer up video.

Damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it.
That explains EVERYTHING.

Leave me alone for the next few days. KKthankx.
Fuck.

so here are my first real steps into adult hood. Yaaaay. Stepping away from the control of my parents and really truly getting out on my own. I don't really have control over my life, just drifting around doing what crops up, but I suppose that's all changing too. I've never ever been totally responsible for myself, and the more and more I think ( Read more... )

just a quick announcement, in the interest of deprogramming myself, and the fact that I don't say this NEARLY enough, to my close friends-
You guys are awesome, and you know who you are.
Seriously.
I could not/would not be alive right now if it wasn't for all of you.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you dearly.

Quote of the night:
"Nelson's so gay, he pee's rainbows."
"Hey! That's a medical condition!"
-Byron/ Nelson

"He punched the Epilepsy out of me!!!"
-Tim Playing Double Dragon

"I don't play Video Games because I'm an attentive and sensitive person!"
"That explains the knife incident."
Byron/ Tim playing Double Dragon

So, feeling better after having successfully decided to move in with Nelson. Screw my parents. Those guys are actually pretty out of touch. My mom going on and on and on, about how they'll always be there for me, and how they have my back because thier 'family' and then in the very next sentence, telling me how they're only human and they might ( Read more... )

We are BAD at this.

Man oh man. today's been shit-TASTIC. I mean, dealing with mommy and daddy while dealing with the lease. The lease the lese the lease. >.< Dad wants me to move back in with him, but really, Him yelling at me about being in bed, not staying up late, charging me rent...he made the case very VERY clear to me- I DON'T want to ( Read more... )

Ok...I...I hate being alone for long periods of time. Depression, isolation...it's not -good- for me. But the alternatives are living with good ole' mommy and daddy again. And i -HATE- that. Espcially when they talk to me ( Read more... )