things are not better they are in fact slowly gettin a lil worse but the slope is so slight that i only know i have moved by lookin behind me but that is not what i mean to say my days are filled with a thousand lil kindnesses alone they are pretty dim in comparison but i get enough to keep my head above water and if i didnt get them i would sink ( Read more... )

cant sleep but im so tired i have cried like twice already but cant sleep arrrrgggghhhh

there is a recurring theme in my life "be yourself" be true to yourself i see it play out in the lifes of those around me. in tv and movies in songs that i like. to be truley happy and at peace you must be yourself. i strive to do this in my own life. problem is, i have suffered alot in my life. sometimes by my hand and sometimes by the hand of ( Read more... )

sometimes my logical brain and my tolerant brain have collisions its never pretty

i keep trying to write something but i got nothin so yeah grrrrrrrrr

yeah yeah today its too hot to go out but i have decided that there are things i am happy about im glad that people like congressman anthony weiner and professor elizabeth warren are in the world im happy for liz and elizabeth one of which is the only person who reads this im glad for keith olbermann because well just because also for you tube ( Read more... )

so i have discovered a new not good thing see i have been having these episodes of intense pain if i am overly active or too hot previously i thought it was completely in my head but i was havin one and my rommie noticed that my skin was really red apon further examination i noticed many many tiny red dots all over my uppertorso later i did ( Read more... )

DONT PISS DOWN MY BACK AND TELL ME ITS RAINING

things have not improved but havent really gotten worse also camomile tea ftw massive epicosity

a new development problems verbally communicating GREAT but im doing just PEACHY (heavy sarcasm)