If you haven't noticed, I'm a bit awful at updating this thing. I do like having it, and I do so love the idea of using it. I just never find the time to ( Read more... )

You walk back around the side of your car and take his face in your hands.

"I love you. I will always be here for you."

Always.

You kiss his forehead ever so maternally. You drop your hands to your side and walk towards the driver's side door.

You drive away without the metaphorical look-back.

As every moment passes since then, you wish this is how it ( Read more... )

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it's been two years already. it still feels like it happened yesterday. there's nothing more to say. i miss you. i love you.

i still remember that one time we almost go maced.

nothing has ever felt more right!!!

i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited about the future!!!!

now if i could just turn papers in on time, life would be set :P. 

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses; you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, ( Read more... )

plane tickets purchased. hostel and hotel booked. itinerary in the works. it's real. we're going. it's helping me get through a shitty summer. i've run into a wall . . . again. i find myself constantly in this position, and i never quite fully understand what the fuck i'm doing to the people that grace my life. i need to accept that i have a good ( Read more... )

            “Jennifer, number one on the board, please.”

A young man, taller than ambition, walks into your classroom, setting his briefcase down on the desk.

“But the bell hasn’t . . .” Then you hear it, three chimes that make the eyeballs roll in every student’s head.

“Just in time. Jennifer, number one on the ( Read more... )

“I developed these for you.”

“Thanks, Joe. I’ve been meaning to, but you know. I’ll pay you back.”

“Yeah. It’s okay. No worries.”

He hugs you, kisses your forehead and walks away.

What an odd kid.

You flip through the pictures now in your possession: the Quad, Wesley, random student, random student, your room, your roommate, The Kellogg Centre.

Oh my ( Read more... )

Now its years since your body went flat and even memories of that
are all think and dull, all gravel and glass. But who needs them
now -- displaced they're easily more safe --
the worst of it now: I can't remember your face.

Return.

For a while, with the vertigo cured, we were alive -- we were pure.
The void took the shape of all that you were, but ( Read more... )