and the months fly by i have realized something. i have realized that i always help people before i help myself. i always take peoples problems on before i do mine. i care for my friends and family before myself and i let my life go to shit and not pay attention to clues that problems are growing. i can't seem to get anything under control. this ( Read more... )

ok... so today (techincally) will be my first day of college... im a little nervous and really excited... its a new page in my life and i get to start fresh (so to speak). i have three classes tomorrow which isnt bad... just i think math, english and chem. im not totally sure on that for a fact. but i know that my first class doesnt start til 11 ( Read more... )

when your boyfriend doesn't call you? hmm... lets see ( Read more... )

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I get to see Ricky!! I'm very excited. I'm flying down there to spend a week with him and his mom and her boyfriend and his family. Wow... that's a lot of people. But anyway, I can't wait til I get to go see him. Very excited. Hee hee. I'm such a dork. Well the ticket I bought was $215, which for me is a lot. And then I have that $375 ticket ( Read more... )

Well, I can tell you first hand what happens. They get very angery and threaten to call the cops and report the car stolen. Then they really don't. They tell you to come home on a certain day and if you don't it will be bad. When you finally get home they set rules and give you choices you should have had before you "stole" the car. Then after a ( Read more... )

a lot has happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated this thing. I think it has been over a month if I'm correct. A lot has happened since then ( Read more... )

well i recently got a job at cold stone which is oh so much fun... actually its ok i just don't like closing the store all the time. it's been takin' up a lot of time so i don't get to see ricky as much as i would like to. which kinda sucks. i love richard henderson phaneuf iii. ::sigh:: i don't know what i would do... hee hee... well i do but ( Read more... )

I said I liked you ( Read more... )