Bad day today and last night ( Read more... )

woke up 123.8
pretty ok after a mini- dried fruit- binge last night.

Just got home from school had:
Granola- 140
2x ceraeal 320
Sobe 11
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Total: 471 cals

YUCK! Today was my 400 day, why do I keep messing it up???
Well, ill go for a walk or sommmmething burn it off.
No more for today

So i changed today from 400 to 600 cals.
Ill have my 400 cal day tomorrow....
BF came home made pasta (for him) and peas (for me).
I ended up eating 180cals worth of peas... mmm
and a spoonful of pasta!
there goes my "anti-pasta" diet.

Went for 20 min walk.

AM: 123.8 whoo!

Consumed:
35 cals worth of pineapple
200? cals- Lemon bunt cake slice
100? cals of cashews
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335ish
had a little coffee plus creamer, but hardly any.

Hopefully bf doesnt make me eat when he gets home....

want to walk/run, but im EXHAUSTED.

woke up 125.4
Afternoon was 124.4

Ate apple-72cals
Tiny bites of cashews ?
Tiny bit of dried fruit- ?
Half hot god - 22

Ran/walked an hour

Fuck me. Ive been terrible.
I weighed in today around 3pm at 126.0
But Im suuuuure its gone up since then. I just ate pasta :S

NEW PLAN:
Monday 9/29- Liquid Fast
Tues thru Fri- 2,4,6,8
Friday weigh in: 119.
Restart 2,4,6,8 Sat.

By 10/31- 110

NO PASTA, ICE CREAM, OR ANY SWEETS OF ANY KIND
untill 110lbs is reached.

And exercise every day.

Weight in Am: 126.4

Exercise:
Stairmaster 30 min -257

Food:
Pear +96
2 bowls cereal +324
Coffee w/creamer +35
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455 - 257 = 198

but have to go to dinner with dad... just have to get a salad or something :S

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I have been BINGING every day for the past like 2 months ( Read more... )

I have been drinking more alcohol than is necessary lately...
which has caused me to eat! and gain back 3 lbs!
I was 125 this morning!! ew.ew.ew.
And to ease my hangover, boy made me breakfast...
fat banana pancakes, wtf?
But I ate it. Still 125, but going to hit the gym HARD tonight

120 by friday then 117 by next mond? 
i HAVE to be thin right now. 
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