I sit here looking at skinny girls online and think that will be me ( Read more... )

Wow, its been awhile ( Read more... )

Have decided not to fast- am starting the Beverly Hills Diet as soon as my book arrives.
My coworker has lost 6 lbs in 4 days!!! You do it for 35 days and are supposed to lose a massive amount of weight, and keep it off!!!!!!!

So Im still fat, for now.

Fasted 17 hours... then LW showed up and took me to dinner.
Ate a bean & cheese burrito, side of beans/rice, and tortilla chips.

I CANT RESIST dang mexican food.
Start over tomorrow, grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

And i was SO driven today and not even hungry. Darn boy.

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Tomorrow am starting HUGE fast/diet.
Graduate in THREE weeks and want to be teeny tiny. SICK of being fat in this program and in this life.

I will be Carrie- not Charlotte.
When you're boyfriend calls you CURVY- you know its time to get down to business.

Hahaha, broke fast.
Just ate a 200 cal, 8g protein, 21g fiber tortilla (wholewheat).
Thats it the for the day though.
Just water, dietcoke, and diet rockstar for me.
Off to Coach

132 at 12pm.
12 hours into fast.

Drinking diet coke- not hungry yet. Will have __ amount of rockstars tonight during study session of hell.

I was supposed to be at 120 today ( Read more... )

woke up at 125.8
Ran: -343 cals
Ate Jamba: 360!!!!
I just looked that up. I thought a smoothie would be a healthy way to start my day, and give me some energy for my run.

OMG. Well, shit.