and I got a new usepic

So I thought I would update my livejournal.

I found out we currently have 666 students.

*head explodes*

yesterday I cut myself for the first time. At first it hurt, but then I got this rush that I couldn't help but love. I instantly masturbated, had a cigarette, and went to bed.

tonight i cried at how shitty my life is. it was wierd i couldn't stop. then i realized how much i hate every single person i've met since i came to school here. the tears are still flowing. i hate how i can't tell anyone i'm gay, no one to trust here. fuck me.

jomasta out