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nobody realises how good I am in coping with pain. Yes i might not show it like other people do, yet atleast understand I am human, i hurt as much as you do. -
Dear J.
hmm. hey J. just making this post on LJ dedicated for you. It had been a good 3 month run of tight friendship, right? The memories together of us will always remain in my heart, just letting you know. I know, I might have been over complicated and over moody with things between us, but I just want you to know, you are one brave and strong fella to ( Read more... ) -
the things that are bugging my heart:
Hmm. Christmas this year will be a tad similar from last year's . It will be quiet, and boiling hot due to the uber-sun exposure of the summer breeze in the Auckland region. It's a must to hit the beach at least once with people who are hassle-free. Now with my dreams for the summer trying its way to come true, I realised that some things have not ( Read more... ) -
sitting in my bed,
waiting for my tea to brew which complies to stop my craving for too much chocolate, which I have been drowning myself these past few summer days. A very bad move, I must say, as it is killing my balance diet, however I have to assure myself I do not gain weight as I don't wanna go back to "phatty tewen" by going dance practices to one of my peer's ( Read more... ) -
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Before I used to be able to live independently. I mean, I did not need to depend on you to make my day complete, I did not have a permanent person to text and talk every hour, I had more freedom and more self-time, yet now my life is completely turned up-side down because of you. You've turned me into this dependent person that needs you all the ( Read more... ) -
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I'm just fucking tired. just super tired. emotionally, to be more specific. things were going good, yet i am just tired of reaching out for something I don't even see reaching out for me. probably? before, but now, I don't think so.
