You seem so easy, yet just so hard.

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 my mood was just the bitch last night before I went to shut my eyes, I might have disappointed you again for the millionth time, but you still stuck to me. When you met me and made your way to know me deeper, I put the impression to be stone-cold. I had a barrier that protected me from disappointments and painful things such as breaking my heart ( Read more... )

As life gets older and wiser for an individual, it gets more complicated? there's things that make you superbly-happy, but there are things that make you drown in sadness? :( Aww why is it like this? Probably just LIFE. Everybody worries about the future, which fucks up the present. when everybody should just face the present and welcome the future ( Read more... )

haha. far out! what the hell have I been doing? :( PSSSSSH! three days to go and it's exams :( haha. shiet son :( gotta focus now: ( haha. as if I will. 
On the other hand, my trust is fading :( 

 why do people take you for granted so easily? when they've gotten what they wanted?:( it just makes me depressed. I might be a very bitchy person on the outside, but I think, my heart's all pure and genuine. It might take a hard deep dig to see that purity I possess, but it is all worth it after all. I just hate how people take me granted now? it ( Read more... )

Ah! fever rising up the heat in my body :( which is making me super lazy to study. HAHA excuses ;) psh! anyway ( Read more... )

Hi! exams in 14 days :( and I have not absorbed anything intellectual yet. I might have been procrastinating so much. busy talking with friends and best friend :3. Well, these people light up my dull days, so they're worth talking to and giving time :3. anyway, i just found my old blog in blogger. LOL. looking back it seems like i have improved in ( Read more... )

 I am truly and in fact guilty of my super bad attitude these past few months. :( Everything's going back to my conscience at this moment, which is why I need to blog!!!!. Omfuck ( Read more... )

  and it's only like fucking 18 days before exam. Oh help me God, I am yet to go crazy, since I haven't studied at all. I know some facts, but only some. Goodness, I've been too busy going out with my best friends and having fun all night, when I am supposed to be studying. Gosh, I pretty much wasted a week. Ah! also, the flu's kicking in which ( Read more... )

this weekend, was long weekend. last weekend, before cotillion practices start again. :3 allgood though, i like dancing , makes me feel active and that :P. so this long weekend went by really fast, such a bummer that I didn't get to go Filipino fiesta on the shore yesterday as I  had to stay home and also, I didn't have a ride. and today, i just ( Read more... )