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hmmm ... still getting my app together... feeling a bit lost laitly i miss my lezzies... sitting here having a bottle of wine with my partner.. lol no fools not scott... my true partner lmfao leaving the drama behind.. and clearing my space... been throwing away alot of stuff and downsizing alot of memorys i usto hold on to... i dont need the ( Read more... ) -
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there is little in my life that i'm un-content with but iv been seeing changes in myself that i don't necessarily respect or like... and its time for me to be pro-active and to fix all these mistakes iv made far too often.... its another year of big changes.... and i'm going to be on the forefront of deciding who and what changes.... for once i'm ( Read more... ) -
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jesus a whole lot has changed in since i last posted lol ( Read more... ) -
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first nite home home in a month lol yay lol i miss home lol but now i miss my boys its 4 in the morn now and iv done my reg clean up lol gave myself the porn star today lol its been a while... im loving my new body who knew a month at the gym would give a person such deffinition lol eat your heart out boys lol..... like i much care n e ways lol i ( Read more... ) -
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soo hmmmm burnt dinner tonite lol iv had alot on my mind and i burnt the rice what a burn..... iv felt soo lost laitly for no apparent reason ither ohhh well
maybe its cause iv been wearing his jacket laitly.... i left my jacket at the bar the other nite and when i woke up in the morning... not at home and in nothing to wear to keep me warm but the ( Read more... ) -
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hmm for this week went to the bar with all my boys had a blast and got tons of pics with my new expensive cam lol wee it was fun .... practly living at my friends house he just doesnt want em to go home lol which is fine cause he makes me varry happy ( Read more... ) -
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ok so hmmm things are well in the boy department... been seeing the same guy for some timenow and things are progressing nicely... its weard how iv changed soo much and it shows in how my friends have changed too... i never thought id have such a strong realistic group of friends that i would accualy care about so muhc ( Read more... ) -
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ok so serously .... its been a long time lol... its nice to see ppl are still here ....... wish i could more but been hella busy..
i moved again.... i have a place in Saskatuan lol i know its in the sticks but who cares
its only part time im back and forth all the time now so its great lol ... i put off the engagment ... not ready to move in with him ( Read more... ) -
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hmmm to catch up.... things are good here iv gone threw a fiew bfs since i last posted... not finding anything there that i remotly want.... oh well ( Read more... ) -
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u know i cry most every night these days... yet tonite ill cry more than i ever have in my lifetime... and no one is there to be found... thanks ry for the help you gave while i ranted... i have lost my ilusions, i have left my confusion to i cinical world... and i walk alone its been fun ppl... where is the reality in a WORLD FULL OF DILLUSION ( Read more... )