so i was taking a shower a while ago and for some reason i started crying. so many emotions hit me all at once. i just didnt know what to do or think. i miss adrianna a lot. more than ive missed anybody ever. my life right now isnt the way i really want it to be and for some reason i really miss my family being a family. that was the major deal i ( Read more... )

i want to see her
it has been way too long
i guess i have to wait

so i havent put anything in here in a while. ive been good. im feeling good. my life is good. food is good. friends are good. adri and i are fucking great. ive got nothing to complain about right now. school is gunna be starting up soon again and thats gunna be good. im sooooo stoked on life right now. i never thought i could be this happy...but i ( Read more... )

hey everybody

im still alive but im really tired
im just saying hi and sorry for not writing in this for a while

man so im really tired. like a lot. but the worst part about the whole thing is that i dont really need to be tired. i dont do anything. i hang out all day go to class at night then hang out some more. i really have no reason...im also ridicilusly horny. but i cant masturbate. it doesnt work when i want it to for me.sad i know. i watched one of the ( Read more... )

most of my friends are liberal and i hate being attacked for thinking differently. it gets really annoying after a while.  i never really give them a hard time so why can't it be chill.  the past few months ive pretty much been in the shadows of this election. i wanted to be more into it but every time politics came up i was too afraid. all because ( Read more... )

 I'm dumb and mean

so, i havent done this in a few days. maybe a week. but i got kinda busy. if you wanna know the other sb stories just ask. they are pretty long and i dont wanna type them. but yeah ( Read more... )

so ive been in santa barara all this weekend and i'm leaving in the morning. this is he first time i had a chance to write because adri is in class. it been fun here this weekend and its really good to see adri and lara again. coming up here was a crazy trip.  here it goes

i went to school friday morning and did that shit and i talked with bruce for ( Read more... )

Everything is better. No worries. No doubt. life is good and things are great with me and srid. wow that was fast. im a retard and thats cool. well that was pretty much it. i do miss her still but i will survive.

-Smith Out-