Maaaaan! I'm about sick and tired of people saying shit about what I write in my journal! I deleted my last 4 entries because I had *UN-NAMED* people gripin' about crap! Ugh, I swear! If you don't like it, then don't read it!!!!!!!! Got it? JESUS! ANYWAYS, It's been a long while since I've written! I've basically been doing two things, partying and ( Read more... )

Let me start off by saying that tonight was not good. Everything that I've been keeping inside for the last year just culminated into one emotional breakdown. I just couldn't help it. I went into the living room, made it pitch-black, and balled my head off. Ya know what it's like to have a million things running through your head at one time. Well ( Read more... )

Awwww.. can life get any better? I'm so happpppy right now! :) I got TWO letters from Clint today. I cannot wait for him to get home. I love him oh, so very, very much. We're both so ready to settle down, get married, and have a family. :) I cannot believe I'm saying that, but we are. And now with Erin and James.. they're SO cute together. And it's ( Read more... )

Hey Guys! Well I haven't really written in a while. But that's probably because I've been a busy girl. :) Haha, something like that anyway. Well let's see, so far today I've done nothing. LoL. Well that's not entirely true. I woke up right at 9:00 and Erin came over at around 9:45 so that I could help her with her English paper on The Grapes of ( Read more... )

Hey Guys! Okay so I woke up this morning around 9:00 and mom informed me that she and Mammaw were going to the funeral home because a friend of my mom's passed away yesterday. :( They grew up together, and they've basically known each other their entire lives. Well after they did that, Mom and Mammaw went to IHOP to eat. And then came and got me so ( Read more... )

I set out on a narrow way

Many years ago

Hoping I would find true love

Along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow

And kept pushin' through

I couldn't see how every sign

Pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream

Led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart

They were like Northern stars

Pointing me on my way

Into your ( Read more... )

Good Morning all! Well, last night was certainly interesting. Clint and I had a long talk about a lot of things. And we've decided that we're going to give it another shot. He apologized for everything. He finally told me that he does love me and that when he gets home in February, he's ready to settle down. And as much as I thought I would NEVER, ( Read more... )

Heyyy! So okay, I know that Christmas is all about giving. And believe me, I will be doing so. BUT I've been doing some "browsing". LoL! Mom said that I could get ONE expensive gift for Christmas. And the rest would have to be clothes and such. Okay so the ONE expensive gift that I want is the Louis Vuitton Mongram Multicoulure Leonor bag! It's $2, ( Read more... )

Howdyyyyy! Well let's see, what have I done today? Hmmm, besides clean the house, absolutely nothing! Oh yeah, I painted my toes and fingernails CHRISTMAS RED! Yay! :) I cannot believe that tomorrow is already Friday. Well it's official, James and I are no longer talking. AT ALL. I guess Staci is happy. But either way, it's his loss and he knows ( Read more... )

Heyyyy! Well I'm in a much better mood now. I got out all of my frustrations. LoL. I'm just sick and tired of folks always having something to say and always being my business. I mean seriously, it's my life, I'm gonna do and say what I want. And if you don't like that, TOUGH! Deal with it! In the immortal words of Cher herself "I only answer to ( Read more... )