hmmmmmm today was fuckin sweet as hell. first off i had maybe an hours sleep at the most. then i went to a few classes and came home. then i went to hollys where me her mike and sarah went to binghamton to get the car. the ride there was fucking hilarious. so much funny shit was happening and for some reasonj a lot of sexual type jokes that made me ( Read more... )

hmmmm today was good and bad. i got 3 hours sleep last night and had classes from 8-1. funny thing in my 11 oclock class my teacher was in aww when he was talkin bout he is sick of kids saying that there alarm didnt go off and i told him thats not the reason it is because they forget to set it when they are too fucking stoned or drunk to function, ( Read more... )

well i am fucking going crazy, i am at a point right now where i cant even fucking think. i just wanna not think. i wanna sleep but that wont help cuz ill prolly have another dream bout whats bringing me down and it will make me feel shittier when i am awake, i really really hate everyfucking thing right now. i need to really find something to fix ( Read more... )

wow i was just sitting here and laura reminded me it was marks birthday. i talked to him like 4 times today and didnt say a thing. i have been friends with him for like 9 years and i forgot. i am such an asshole. things like ur best friends birthday should be remembered. i really dont have an excuse for this. i have had a lot on my mind and all ( Read more... )

i am mad pissed that i cant fall asleep and i didnt get to smoke tonight so i am not in a good mood. if doctors would perscribe marijuana for depression i would totally get on that. why does my life suck so bad. i really hate it. well i am gonna try for the last time tonight to fall back asleep and hopefully i have another great dream tonight, its ( Read more... )

well today was real gay. i got up and actually went to all my monday classes that means 8am til 1 pm sooo shitty. then i came back here and fell asleep at like 230. i was having the best nap, why is that u ask, well cuz i was dreaming about a certain someone and it was great. well up til the point where my asshole suitmates started to be all loud ( Read more... )

this weekend was mad fun. last night we had pauly shore movie night. hahahahhaha. it was a blast. me holly and mike m. clam baked in his car then went and got slurpees. then mike u miranda and brian came over and we watched ensino man. after that we clam baked in my truck again and then we watched son in law. we also ordered pizza and wings and ( Read more... )

well i just got back from sheetz in erie pa. that store is sweet. i got jones soda again ahhh how i love jones soda. it was me brian mike, and we picked mark fabreezio and jay up from fredonia(i broke the law haha cuz i am not allowed on fredonia campus until december 14th cuz of the lil incident last year hahahahaha fuck fredonia.) what else oh ( Read more... )

Well i am officially depressed again. depressing music and being back at school hit me fast and made me start thinking about the girl i want and got me down. why is she so perfect and why cant she be mine

well i dont know where to even begin, this weekend was by far the best weekend of my life, first off ill start by sayin i love holly she is the greatest and put on the best weekend ever and id like to thank her for that. Now friday i left school at 230 to binghamton to get heidi and her friend cara. i get to binghamton and we dont leave there til ( Read more... )