well sometimes i just dont know why i wake up. i just end up doing stupid things that either make my life shittier or piss people off or sometime both at the same time. even though my bro dont see this journal i apologize to him. hope he forgives me. on another note i am suddenly addicted to the band brandtson. i only have 2 songs of theres but i ( Read more... )

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haha hello kitty makes douches that smell like bubblegum.....must be like chewing on some bubblelicious

well today i missed my test which sux but ill make it up. then i drove home and there were shitloads of whiteouts and it sucked. then i hung out with brian. we went and saw the ring which is a totally sweet movie except all the stupid fucking niagara falls homies think its cool to be loud during a movie. this is why movies should be watched in a ( Read more... )

this has not only been my best halloween ever but prolly my best week at skool. well my week started shitty with a lil heartache early on and depression but today was great. my friend ryan walks up to me and hands me tickets to the new found glory, finch, something corporate, and further seems forever showe in rochester that i really wanted to see ( Read more... )

well i hate life. ive come to the conclusion that love is just a bunch of bullshit that can never be achieved. Why does it seem like everyone but me can get what they want. i am so sick of it. i think i am gonna call off my quitting smoking and just go back to my pack a day. right now i really wish i had a bunch of cigs to smoke along with a big ( Read more... )

well i suck bad. i caved and had a cig today. but i am gonna still try to quit i just had one. i am bugging big time and life just suckess sooo bad i had to do it. i hate myself sooo much. on a different topic guns n roses in toronto nov 29 let me know if u r down. well i am gonna go be depressed now. bye

well day one of no smoking has gone by. it was tough. i wanted cigs so bad. well i had another cool dream last night and thats where i am off to now. cya

well i am trying to quit smoking and its been an hour since my last one and i am already cravin like a mofo. people just keep encouraging me to stop and it will help. well i went to dennys tonight and got here real late and im tired. so i am gonna go to bed and think about the one i love. p.s. holly thanks for the koolaid.

well tonight we just went to dennys same ol same ol. im really not satisfied with my life at all. i am gonna attempt to quit smoking again. hopefully for good this time. i wish i was so in love and hung up on this certain someone. its been almost a year now ive felt this way. i dont know why i still do cuz ive already attempted to start something ( Read more... )