too much free time. This only become obvious right now because everyone is off studying for finals and writing papers but I have nothing to do. I miss people damn it. My mind is not good alone or something. I'm like nuts because I spend ever hour with someone generally, like I go to one persons place and then another, and then eat lunch with ( Read more... )

I have lost 15 pounds since I last successfully had sex, does this mean sex is bad? wahhhh yay wahhh yay

Watching berlin calling with subtitles in english done by someone who didn't speak english, wow. I miss Berlin like a crazy person, again? yes. This is some fierce insomnia, coupled with the whole 3 hours for sleep from last night I figure the eventual sleep will be comaesk. Really, people complain about not being able to sleep, but this is ( Read more... )

Here's what I don't get, most people, when you break things off with them don't continue to hang out with you and your friends for the whole night after wards. Standing there while you all dance in the way of the view of the stage. That's something that I don't get. Why do guys always get crazy but girl friends always stay awesome? Most people ( Read more... )

As I get older I have began to realize a very important fact of life, being brain washed and being in love are almost the exact same emotion. delightful and intoxicating ( Read more... )

realizations suck ( Read more... )

Sunflowers are so beautiful, but do they warrant forgiveness? I don't think I can go through another one of these really soon. This time I didn't get too attached. I'm the desirable one this time around, but alcoholism is scary and irreparable in my view. Ive never been begged to come back and that makes me want to change my mind. Basically I ( Read more... )

Life would be so much easier if we had never left the field, there would have been no jumping out of windows and hiding behind bushes. The field was so comforting but the lights seemed to get closer and closer. When we got to the hill and rolled down, only speaking in constant metaphors. Everything is a metaphor for everything and the sights are ( Read more... )

Life is getting better mainly because my bad luck seems to be going away. I was having some serious constant bad luck for awhile. My car keys seemed to get trapped in my car once a week, a flat tire, a busted head light, two parking tickets, things falling off of my car on the highway, randomly not starting because there was too much shit on the ( Read more... )

gosh I never seem to post in here anymore. Life is going well I think, I finally got some good roommates who are into good times. Of course this is my final semester at the po. It's weird because I feel like this semester alone I have met so many new people and had such a good time, I don't even want to leave. I guess the college life does last ( Read more... )