we found this little kitten about a week ago. She was a feral cat completely lovable in every way possible. well she was a bit of annoying because she meowed a lot when she wanted attention and if you didn't give it to her right away all she would do is meow louder. today she got sick. I don't know how or what brought it on but she started ( Read more... )

i'm pretty much thinking about moving back to richmond because i'm fucking tired of everyone treating me like shit in virginia beach, and i'm starting to realize that i really don't belong here at all. fuck.

so i had an interesting conversation with one of my good friends last night about life, emotions, people, they way we live, the way we see things and handle things and how we're all one in the same, but we try to make ourselves individuals and we lie to ourselves and everyone else to make it seem like we're happy all of the time, when in reality, ( Read more... )

i need to get a job that doesn't require me to make or serve food period. it's fucking rediculous that i'm the only one willing to bust my ass every night. i'm seriously not blowing smoke up my own ass. it's honestly hard for me to slack off when i work and what i consider to be slacking off for me... is still working my ass of according to other

so unless your name is jennifer, meridith, jamie, mikey, or tricia....

fuck you all.

So.

Yesterday was my 21st birthday.

It totally ruled.

just to let you know. at this very moment while i'm typing this words that will possibly remain on this website for however long it last, which could be decades actually. well i just wanted to let you know, that i'm taking an awesome nice hot bubble bath and when i'm done i'm going to smell like japanese cherry blossoms. awesome ( Read more... )

ever feel like you don't belong some where ( Read more... )

i'm freaking out. i can't sleep because i can't stop thinking ( Read more... )

so i have issues. i have tons of issues, everybody knows this, and because of semi-recent strenuous events, i've developed even more issues. is it possible to get post-traumatic syndrome over a moral issue??? it's hard to explain, but i never really had a problem with trusting people until a certain person pretty much shoved my face in a big ( Read more... )