i think that when i came to college i was so worried about staying true to the friend i had at home that i did'nt quite incorporate myself into this place the way i now wish i had. does that make sense. i feel it now.

no twins.

Sometimes I don't know if this place is for me. I am being myself in every instance, but I don't think that is enough. Everyone shares these common whatever and I'm left to be myself. I'm not a conformist, I don't do things to please others, nor do I tolerate any disrespect, but I'm at a loss. Is it the school or my life; there's only one way to ( Read more... )

its so hard to find someone to spend all of your time with, guess it needs to come naturally, and not be forced, I've come to learn that with the events which have occurred in the last five minutes.

today has been a good day, hope tomorrow is the same.
hope the end leads to a good new beginning.
hope we get our shit together.
nothing to do but HOPE.

It's the letter, the letter that never came. Dearest Children, Since we have been abroad we have missed you all so much. Certain events have compelled us to extend our travels. One day, where you're older, you will learn all about the people we've befriended, and the dangers we have faced. At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister ( Read more... )

One more final! YES.

Home never felt so good.
but. . . . . .
i have so much work.
i have family members living in my house.
everyone is coming here on Thurday.
i have at least 5 papers due after vacation.

RENT!!!!!!!
work!!!!
you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The cleaning lady is fascinated by my madd laundry skills; cuz i know how to work the washer and fold underwear.

Everyone said don't change when you go to college, but i want to so bad, its hard. Aren't you suppose to come back a different/better person? Isn't change good?

Today was very productive! I cleaned the fish bowl, I did my laundry, I only took a 90min nap. Wow, things are fantastic. I have a MidTERM in less than an hour, but i'm confident i will do well. The monsoon here has ended and the ground is drying, Thank God. I like rain but there is only so much you can take before its sickening ( Read more... )