Hannah is amazing. i am at her house right now and we just got done watching little fat head puppy face hump masey. lol. I have missed this thing incredibly. uhhh life at the moment is nice. I am done with school as of today. And..i hate work. yeeehaw. Taqueria tonight!!!

ok i know i totally just sound like bi-polar. but i just went from super sad to pissed off completely!!!!! omg how could i be so stupid as to think that i could actually have a nice conversation with this fool!?!?! it was like gringing my hand off in a blender. ok maybe not that bad. but i hate it. im soooo irritated that that stupid fool wont ( Read more... )

i have found my next victim.....muahahaha!!! christina knows exactly who im talking about. next sunday baby. lol. today was pretty good i got to hang out with christina.."herme" and go to starbucks and frist b and then to my house and then to good will and buy rite...i freakin love my shirt!! my jacket..ehhh yuck..but whatever. i wish i was happier ( Read more... )

uhhh....Merry Christmas

today was pretty great...went shopping!!!!! woooop wooop...jenn and lauren are the greatest fools in the world. i love them so much. i got a beautiful dress and im kinda excited for formal...not totally but whatever...ill have fun. i think my favorite part of the day and my week is hearing my mom  tell me that she has been praying for me about ( Read more... )

yeah....umm christmas has to be thee most stressful holiday ever. i am a broke kid and its hard because i want to get sooo many people sooo many things. oh well. merry christmas.....yeah yeah...it is...i guess. gosh!!! life is sooooooo gay. i was hoping i would have a totally different expirience this time of year....a few months ago i was excited ( Read more... )

ummm yeah...still hate everything....nothings changed and im still mad at me and feel like crap...thats my life

all i really have to say is that i am one angry little girl. i am mad at the world!!! okay maybe not...but im upset with myself. i pretty much hate myself and i hate modesto and i hate school and i hate people with penis'. i hate that i let myself fall for someone. i hate that i keep stuff to myself but i also hate that everyone knows everything ( Read more... )

im so hurt and confused right now....i am so mad at myself...i dont know what to do. i can honestly say that i dont like me. im so dumb..how could i possibly have ever felt like things werent how they really were? am i really that stupid!?!?!? i guess i just am. my life is not my own. everyone else knows everything...all the time. its hard for me ( Read more... )

alrighty well lets see....thanksgiving turned out good and all. i just had to calm down and let things go. my dad and i had some quality time and he gave me some good advice "less is more" i think its super true. he says that it will make me so much happier not to tell people things because when i do people give me crap for it. so he told me to ( Read more... )