I made it through the Christmas weekend... as if there was any doubt, true believers. Now it's that week between Xmas and New Years, and I'm on vacation! Don't get too jealous though, sleeping in is great... and I can get all kinds of stuff done, sure... but we all know how too much time alone to think can affect Mr. Phonic- but hell, even that's ( Read more... )

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Granted, this isn't a holiday season for *everybody* by a long shot... but here in America, most of us grew up recognizing some kind of winter holiday fun times. So, Happy Holidays y'all. If I have many more lovely days like I've had lately, I might have to stop being all mopey and just realize that life is actually pretty good for me... it may ( Read more... )

I knew I'd find a way to get the holiday spirit in me...


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I'm feeling a bit better today. Last night was a relaxing, dreamy night. Sometimes doing what you can to make someone you care about feel better can put things into a different perspective. All things considered, even though this holiday is tough on my heart... I still feel pretty fortunate.

So, I've forbidden myself to listen to sad music, and I didn't expect for a Madonna song to do it to me, but this one kind of waylaid me (I recently got a copy of Music, and didn't know this was on that album). Anyway, I'd like to remember this, so I'm posting it ( here )

These days aren't going by easily. Yesterday I tried, tried, tried to distract myself... but I couldn't keep my mind off stuff very well. It's getting easier, no doubt, but things seem so much more uncertain now that I'm finding it difficult to settle myself down and just relax (not that I've ever been very good at that). Suddenly it's only a ( Read more... )

Well, I mentioned the weekend in my last post- it was a lot of fun hanging out with fikkiman, as usual- not many dull moments with that dude. Last night he managed to finish the sky by making the moon... most impresive. Was a pretty relaxing weekend, all truth to be told, even with the late-night partying Saturday night. My only regret is that I forgot to ( Read more... )

What a great weekend- and it's not even over yet. Friday night was some chillaxing with movies and video games before Saturday gaming goodness. Agent Rebound is safe, even though he's a bit rattled. Our intrepid operatives have really made a "name" for themselves in the annals of the undeground world of Terra 2026. The whole public may not be ( Read more... )

I think last night was the first time yet this year that I've felt the holiday "spirit". Me and Skog went to the holiday party at Mary's, and fikkiman was the hot, naughty Santa. Skog had never been to Mary's, and he made fast friends, won a ticket in the raffel, got pics with Santa, and had a blast ( Read more... )