Okay so I haven't written in this thing in half a year. But I guess I miss writing and I miss getting my feelings out. I'm now 24 years old and have lived in Florida with my fiance for almost 2 years. I have gone through several shitty jobs in the last year. I worked at a private estate for a pompous millionaire who was cruel to his animals and ( Read more... )

Okay so I haven't updated this in forever. Writing on a regular basis would probably make me feel a lot better. I've been feeling really depressed lately. It seems that whatever anti-depressant I'm on only lasts for a year or two and then I need a higher dose and eventually it stops working and I have to switch meds. I started out on Prozac ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me that I'm never happy?  I've been on anti-depressants for like 6 years.  Yet there is always some kind of drama in my life that stresses me out.  Just when things seem to be going okay, something bad inevitably happens.  I feel like no matter what I do it's never good enough.  I feel like I will never be able to get ahead ( Read more... )

Why is it that just when I get a job that I enjoy they have to dick me around? Initially I asked for $10/hr, but I didn't realize I would be driving to the ranch in Eustis 3+ days a week, which is 47 miles/one hour each way, which puts almost 100 miles on my car round trip. So I have asked Alexis, the boss's daughter who recruited me, twice to ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm currently employed as a part-time landscaper Tuesday and Thursday working about 8-10 hours total. Monday I interviewed for another landscaping job, which I will start tomorrow, and I will be working on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays on a trial basis for a week or two to make sure I fit in, and then I will quit the part-time job and ( Read more... )

Be prepared for a long entry ( Read more... )

Gas and hotel to drive from NY-FL and stay over night: $250 ( Read more... )

Affinity4 Nature (9:20:59 PM): i get a email news letter for getaquaculturejobs.com and the last two weeks under critical need to fill jobs is that prison job in Lusk, Wyoming
Maholdsw21 (9:21:29 PM): how much does that job make?
Affinity4 Nature (9:21:35 PM): FULL HIRING RANGE: $2662.00 - $3735.00 Per Month
AGENCY HIRING RANGE: $2,662.00 - $3,248.00 ( Read more... )

A good job is hard to find ( Read more... )

My Dad had his surgery to remove his prostate today and he is doing fine.