In approximately 45 minutes, I'll be boarding a plane from Salt Lake City, Utah on my way home to Pennsylvania ( Read more... )

The first song that Relic Hearts released, our cover of Royals by Lorde, reached 100,000 views today. That's not much of a milestone to anyone, I'm sure, but it really did wonders for my self-esteem between the time I posted my last journal entry and this one.

What a shame, some people don't dream at all.

I don't know what can be said, or how to put in to words the damage I've begun to repair.

I did it so very wrong, and so very right, for a very long time. It's hard to accept that you must allow yourself to be vulnerable sometimes, in order to see where you really stand in your convictions ( Read more... )

I read that last entry for a few sentences to see what I was thinking a month ago, and I don't like the feelings I was surrounded by then. There was a lot of rejection going on in my life, and a lot of upheaval. My life just keeps changing, and it doesn't seem like I'm ever going to get to a point where I understand clearly where I'm supposed to be ( Read more... )

This one feels new. I never just sit outside and enjoy the weather like this anymore. Not that it's been all too possible this summer with touring constantly, and constantly being on the grind ( Read more... )

I'm realizing day by day that I don't battle with anything as much as I battle with myself. Just a never-ending barrage of fighting my own demons, and god damn it if I don't want them just dead already ( Read more... )

Coffee stains on my brand new hoodie. And damn, I thought I looked good in this one too.

I do this thing where I write a few sentences, realize that I'm not saying anything that I actually want to say, and then delete it and start over. I wonder how many sentences I've done that to in my entire lifetime of writing.

Currently en route to Manchester UK for the second date of the UK/European Oak Island Tour for Our Last Night. Our Driver/UK Tour Manager, Rich Dyke, is absolutely awesome. A brilliant and focused 26 year old dude with sleeve tattoos, that dresses well and is very well spoken. I’ve been copiloting with him for the last two days now and we’ve done a ( Read more... )

For the last almost two years, I've concurrently been touring with a band from New Hampshire, Our Last Night. I met them roughly four years prior to that on the tour I did with Honor Bright, supporting them, and the headliner, Alesana ( Read more... )

Today, I'm in Paris, France. A place I've dreamed of visiting since I was 13, and finally made it because of another dream I have.

I don't have all too much to say right now, but I do have plenty to say.

I still have so much more to become than this.