So i may be gaining seniority at work, assuming Angels quits. Then i can work full time, and first shift. That would be great ( Read more... )

Well, This forever silence has been because Ellen was here, and i spent every breathing moment with her, and not this stupid computer. Gosh, she left of Friday afternoon, and i want more than anything to be in her arms again ( Read more... )

if there is anyone there who still runs across my page, i'm still here, i'm still alive. Sorry Aivez i haven't updated in a while. Well, here the skinny ( Read more... )

holy crap there is a tornado is louisville, maybe more than one

Yes, its been a little while since i last updated, i'm sorry ellen, hey, speaking of ellen, she will be down here on June 24th till July 9th!!! I CANT WAIT!!! Were going to go to Kings Island. Isn't that exciting, i've never been, and neither has she, so we can both go, and its a road trip, and those are always fun!!! Yeah, we can stop at rest ( Read more... )

so I haven't had a good cry in a long while, not that any cry is a good cry mind you, its just i'm sitting here getting over my tears and thinking. Sometimes I hate myself and wish i could just leave me ( Read more... )

I had to work today, blah, i missed church, and almost missed my brothers 1 of 2 phone calls a year. But i flew home for my lunch break and got to talk to him for 10 min. It was nice to hear his voice again. I do miss the guy. He has no irish accent as of yet. And he is thinking about faking it because, quote, "the irish are not big fans of ( Read more... )

you know sometimes i like to think i'm not human...everyone seems to make it by life without even really trying, or things just happen to them, or questions just answer themselves. people always have more than one problem. I have one. I've always had one problem, its never gone away. I've only made myself think its disapeared. A lot of people have ( Read more... )

Well, the job is great, i dont mind it at all, i actually kind of like it. And chris, mike, matt and i all got together and played the other day. We sound really good together. I hope we decide to stick to this and start something and play some shows. That would be awesome. Ellen finally got the flowers i sent her, i'm glad she enjoyed them. I ( Read more... )

Well, sorry its been so long since i've updated i just remembered how to use my computer again, its not the fast action computer at ellens house. Yes, i'm home. Away from my love. The only thought that can make me smile now is nowing that we will be together again. Real soon too i hope. My job is going well, they all missed me and love me lots. And ( Read more... )