Ugh. I was at the emergency room until one a.m. this mornig. They found out absolutely nothing. All they did was give me tests that found nothing, then give me lots of drugs and send me home, and now the doctor called, and told me that the drugs im taking get rid of ALL stomach acid, so i have to only eat SOUP for a week and see if i feel better ( Read more... )

SERVICE IS BORING!!!!

well, today started out bad, but turned out ok. Wes and i fought for the first half of the day, but then we were a ok. Anywyas, i threw up again on the way home, coughed up some more blood. moms on the phone with the doctor and im not allowed to listen. great. they probably just dont want me to know how bad it i guess. well, im going to go be ( Read more... )

I feel like a real ass right now. I was really mean to wesley when she called earlier. Maybe im blowing this whole thing out of proportion. On second thought, yeah, i am blowing this all up. I wish i could call her and apologize. Now shes gonna be all pissed at me. Well, wes, if you are reading this, im sorry, and i love you. Ugh. Wesley is ( Read more... )

I just talked to wes. I guess we are slowly but surely patching things up. But well have to finish on tuesday. I hope that we dont have any more probs. before then.

yeah, what a great break. (sarcasm.) I have nothing to do, and no one to talk to due to my prolonged groundedness. And to and on to that, i still feel like shit, even when im on my medicine. Ugh. My mom is getting mad, because apparently my medicine or something has been making me "grouchy" lol. Oh well. 3 more days untill happiness.

Wesley and i got into it today on the phone. Its all ok though. I love her too much to stay angry at her. I cant wait till tuesday.

i feel like shit, a good friend of mine is starting to worry me, wesley talked and acted like she doesnt want to go out anymore at lunch, but sais she really does. Im so stressed...i need a beer, but i cant drink cause of my medicine. grr...

im really scared. I dont want heart problems. This whole thing has got to stop....

today was ok. It started out bad. I had to drink nasty radioactive shit. I want to hurl just thinking about it. Anywayz, they now think that there is something wrong with my heart, because my e.e.g. (or brain test) came back normal. SO they think that something is wrong with my heart because it cant pump hard enough to pump oxygen and blood to ( Read more... )