mmmm....whataburger shake...

ugh i feel sick. went to church today, had band practice. Just got a name. First Catch. Its alright. It could have been worse. Got home. Ate to much. Feel really sick. MEdicine isnt working that well. I still miss wesley, and i have a shitload of Caesar shit to do. yay.

ugh, im so bored. Watched some man show, burned cd's, took a shower...im bored and my head still hurts. Need a cigarrette, but wont be smoking for a long while, and i still miss wesley. one more day till i can see her again. Wednesday i have to go drink chalky radioactive shit and get x rayed....fun. Im nervous. i wish wes could go with me, ( Read more... )

i miss wesley. I had such a good day with her...and now im lonely..... :(

I have had the best weekend in a while. Friday wes came over and stayed for a few hours. We worked on math, chilled, walked...and stuff. It was fun. Then, today, we spent most of the day at quest fest. It was ok. The best part was that wesley was there. I miss hanging out with her so bad, and im glad that we got to hang out. Well, i have a ( Read more... )

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im going to the hospital.

god i hate myself. Leave it to me to fuck up everything. Wesley took that birthday thing personally, and thought that i didnt want to do what we had planned with her and now shes upset, and on top of that she doesnt think that im trying to change because...i dont know why, she just sais that it doesnt look like im trying and i really am. Now ( Read more... )