i feel really upset. Wesley took the whole b day present personally. i feel like a shit head........

havent updated in a while. Been in trouble and shit. Well anyways, to recap, wes and i broke up again on thursday. It really sucked. dont want to get into details though. Lets just say that that was the worst day of my life. Being without wesley was hell, and i really hope we never have to go through that again. Were back together now, and i ( Read more... )

report cards came...damn. Im grounded, and im not supposed to be on the computer, but has that stopped me, I THINK NOT!! i dunno i failed geometry and wellness. really no suprise there, im just going to have to work harder and go to wellness during my off period. I hate wellness. Maybe adam and i can skate. Hopefully wesley will come out to, ( Read more... )

i finally talked to wesley for more than two seconds today. It was fun. Ive missed talking to her. It turns out she had a great trip, and im very glad to hear that. i was so worried that something would happen, but everything is ok. i must admit, i am a bit jealous, the beach, a loowow, it all sounds great. I think ive already succeeded in ( Read more... )

Im so excited! Wesley is coming home today!!! She won be coming to school though, but i cant wait to talk to her!! I miss her so bad. God, my life has felt so empty without her. Ive felt as if a part of me has been taken away. But thats ok, cause i cant wait to see her!!! I had a terrible dream last night. I couldnt fall asleep afterward ( Read more... )

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god i miss wesley. I feel so far away from her. i feel like a part of my is missing whenever im not with her. I really cant wait until friday. I got to talk to her yesterday. She was sitting on a beach. :( no fair. Now i know how she felt when i went to flordia. Well i guess im just going to have to wait. Im out.
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yeah, just got done with taks testing. Great fun....really. Jake is getting all pissed off, because people saw him naked. He posted the pic on his live journal and then he gets mad when people see it. Fuckin hilarious if you ask me. Yeah, wesley called me from hawii yesterday. Im really glad that she made it there ok. i was really worried that ( Read more... )