It's amazing the inner strength one can find when presented with what at times can seem to be an insurmountable challenge ( Read more... )

Every ounce of me feels like I'm going to break this morning. I feel exhausted. I'm doing my best to stay strong, to stay positive, and my friends have been amazingly supportive but sometimes it doesn't help the moment. I'll be sleeping in my old room again starting tonight to get away from this place. Now it's just breaking down my office and ( Read more... )

tonight's one of those nights I could just drown myself in alcohol and cigarettes to try and make it all feel better...I just don't even have the motivation for that.

I found an old voice mail on my phone today...it was left maybe a year ago, and I saved it afterward. It was maybe a minute long, just of acoustic guitar... Still, after all this time, I couldn't bring myself to delete it.

So...after about four years of playing, I've finally quit World of Warcraft and canceled my accounts today. I'm quite proud to say I'm finally done. Its the funniest thing, I'm single, and I really don't have re-occurring plans every week, yet always seem to be busy with something. I  think I had more free time when I had more commitments. Go

Merry Christmas!!!

<3

I got an email this morning from my mom about my dog Sophie...i'm totally crushed right now...

"Sweet heart,
Just wanted you to know, she is not doing well. Back right has been bad for a long time, but now both front unable to take her weight.
She fell down the stairs last night, sort of slid, steve caught her about half way down. She is not eating or ( Read more... )

I went to Clyde's today with Anna, and took ton's of photos...but for some reason blipfoto has crashed...and that's really sad. I started feeling a bit better this morning, but as the day's gone on it's just gotten worse...sadly the cold has moved down to my chest, and I can feel it sitting in my lungs...definately not good... I hopeI start to feel ( Read more... )

It says that it has been 14 weeks since my last post...didn't realize it's been that long.

Happy Holidays to you and yours. May they bring everything you seek.

-Always,

Jonny

Very quick post: Thursday at Lupos kicked so much ass...