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Vid called mum. Didn't know what to tell her. Didn't know how to update her. Scared to sleep again. Scared to take dorms again. Lexo-ed. Dunno if it'll work. The dreams haven't stopped. Afternoon or night, the nightmares come and I wake up panting or short of breath. Garmin Watch reads it as high stress as my heart rate skips up and down. Time will ( Read more... ) -
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I'm really really tired of the noise. The traffic that never stops. The endless roar of traffic. The intermittent slapping of slippers of stupid people who drag their feet. The damned hammer drills going off. The screaming of the neighbourhood shrew. In the head, a jumble of noise and chaos ( Read more... ) -
Drunkle
Pretty sure this uncle in the bus is either autistic or has lost his marbles. *Edit: HE'S DRUNK!* He's quite literally bothering everyone in the bus, including me. He bothered one guy he was sitting next to so much that the other guy went to the back of the bus. Then he went, in Hokkien ( Read more... ) -
Dream I had
Woke up from a dream this morning. I was riding my new bicycle and suddenly realised the front tyre had a flat. Went to a nearby gas station to fill my tyre. The pump was one of those coin operated one and it was next to a little rain runoff drain. Like the ones you see in SG. The pump was the ones you see in Canada. I remember thinking, "argh I ( Read more... ) -
Solitude and Shadows
_Solitude and Shadows_
At night they come out
shouting at you
in the silence of solitude
The mind's mace clouts
The heart's resolve,
Rapes its fortitude
Viciously steals rationality
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So what
Sometimes I wish I could sleep. Just sleep properly. No dreams nothing. Just sleep. I'm so tired sometimes. When things feel like it's hopeless and I feel overwhelmed, I tell myself often that it's coz I'm tired. All I need is sleep, exercise and distraction and I'll be fine. Often that works. Just as often it doesn't. I'm not sad, I'm not rad, I'm ( Read more... ) -
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WWWT: Managed to hit the gym even though it was a not so great session. I made enquiries on buying new tools. 400 plus USD. I get a 50% discount. I made a booking for tires yesterday. another possible 400 bucks. -
It's been 2 months
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Burping all day coz I took tylenol extra to reduce back pain. Ended up with severe bloating, tummy ache and still got back pain. Went to can tire to buy replacement head light bulbs. And wiper. 70 dollars. Snowing today. Forgot to do areg quiz, so F. Forgot there was a heli quiz today so got 10/14. B WORST grade in heli ever.
