i need you to move to a foreign country, i need to pretend you dont exist. I thought about if i wished you would die but i dont think that woudl work, coz then id be sad. its been 3 years...........WHY DOES SEEING YOU STILL EFFECT ME!

some people are so immature, i wish i knew how to deal with them. Who the hell plays the im not talking to you till you apoligize game. and apologize for what? I thought that was left for high school drama. i hate people who can dish it but cant take it. idiot fuck fuck fuck

when i was 12 i never wondered what i would be doing when i was 22 but now at 22 im scared to see waht my life will be when im 32. in high school my biggest fear was what would happen after high scool, now my bigest fear is what will happen after university. after high school worked itself out, i hope after university will work itself out. then i ( Read more... )

i wish i had a peasant friend who looked like me to switch places. seeing you today caused my PSNS and SNS to conflict. Ive been surprisingly calm lately. The old me woudl have died last week..the old me would die this comeing week. we will see. i usually break by week 8...this week is week 7. between midterms, you , Terri dieing and not knowing ( Read more... )

must conquer this.

the concept of relationships/friendships are weird. friday was the last day of camp, i could get the emails and msns of coworkers that i liked but what do you do about kids that you liked. i had some favourite 5 year old boys but theres no way to keep in contact with them.....(unless you babysit them which is not options for us) its hard when i ( Read more... )

I dont understand why, 3 years later, what you did still affects me

I feel like letting you go, maybe it would be easier.

so recently it seems that so many people are confused about health related things because either they are uneducated in the area or the media tells them stupid things. Sometimes im dumbfounded when people dont know things or say things that are actually rediculous coz I forget that people dont know these things. Sometimes it really bothers me how ( Read more... )

so last semester i droped a class and i thought i was gonnna have to come back for an extra semester coz it woulndt fit into next year so i was gonna take one less class in each semester next year and take an extra semester. This would lighten my load and id have the possibility of getting better marks. I went to see the course coordinator and i ( Read more... )