My whole entry just disappeared. LIfe sucks. I kinda heard that the unit that Im going to is going to Iraq, imagine that shooting people getting shot at pretty amazing huh whatever Ill have the time of my life thats for sure... ooh rah Marine Corps.. Spring Break, the only thing I have to look up to, that and to see where the fuck my life will end ( Read more... )

This is what I have to deal with, My sister sent this e-mail to me just this morning yet I love this girl and she cant see it ( Read more... )

Im vulnerable again that fucking blows. at least she knows the truth. Im glad she told me what she feels and that this fling is only because the guy reminds her so much of me. It felt good that she told me she loved me and that she could only see herself with one person (me). I cant be a hipocrite if hes there to care about the pain shes going ( Read more... )

When someone cares you find yourself growing attracted to that person just because they show support. lately ive been feeling funny I cant say its anything at all and in a way it would be so wrong because of the relationship they have. all I wantis to be a good friend cause shes going through shit in her life as well, besides Im still in love with ( Read more... )

Counting down and Im almost home again, for good. well not really home but in California. I will be back for a week though, not enough but a second is all I need truthfully its more like an instant. I know what will happen with the rest of my life, with just a glimpse of her eyes as she meets mine. May be good may be bad but Ill know. Some witch ( Read more... )

what will happen when I see her again? what will I do? I just left her a mesage, will she call back? I broke it off, did I do wrong? I think shes happier now. She wants the Guy to be an asshole because shes scared, but why does she take chances, if she supposedly knows what she wants? Shes not for me, is she? Im not for her, am I? I want her back ( Read more... )

I broke a promise this weekend and though I feel bad about it I dont regret it Why? because it made me forget everything I was going through even if it was only for a brief moment. Destiny's cruel fate's an enemy and future is undecided, seems like the only thing I have that is certain in my life is me. But noteven that is for sure. all it takes is ( Read more... )

This will be one of my last entries. Im sorry to say that everything I one day wanted I dont want anymore. I tried so hard and worked so much to keep something that in the end I came to realise was never mine ( Read more... )

I guess I got it figured out Im never gonna get any comments Fuck it whatever! Ill give this shit a couple of days then if no feedback theres no point in having this peice of shit, and thats cause she told me to make an account. All im doing is making my fucked up feelings public and whats more fucked up is nobody gives a shit...I swear to God fags ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )