I really hate having to decide to live like crap or leave and try my luck living with others again. I don't even really know if I will be accepted into a home anymore after my recent luck.. but.. meh.. who cares as long as I live?

I often wonder what, if any, good I am doing. I really just take up space and don't do anything to verify my existance.. but still I exist. Makes me kinda wonder... why did Bill Cosby agree to do those supid Jello Pudding Pops comercials..... I HATE those.....

I've never been into reading or writing any of these sort of things, and I feel now that I am close to the turning point in my life that I might need a record of such things and perhaps some feedback on some important, and unimportant, matters to me. To begin I suppose a little bit of background is needed to understand my ramblings. I'm just a guy ( Read more... )