I'm dead. Maybe not completely, but part of me is definitely gone. Which brings the question, what in god's name were you thinking?Who knows. I was angry, pissed off that everything was okay and then it wasn't. Yeah, my girlfriend gets sent to the spirit world and I'm gonna get a little steamed. But that doesn't mean that...there's no excuse for ( Read more... )

I think I'm broken. When I wake up in the morning I don't feel like I can actually move, but then I remember I have to and it all comes rushing back. So many good things since Sunnydale, others not so good. And that main thing is somewhere they shouldn't be. So what can I do? A big bowl of nothing. Therefore, broken ( Read more... )

So I found Stefan and we compromised that Heather's responsible for Taffy's disappearance. Big surprise. I can't believe she hates Taf that much to actually just poof her out of existance. Well, more like into the spirit world. Which brings me to the next thing ( Read more... )

This can't be happening. I just got back, things were fine again. We were together and then she just...faded away. Out of thin air, leaving me just sitting there on her couch looking dumbfounded ( Read more... )

I know what it is. What I've been missing. I know what it is because I found it. On a bench. I found my life on a bench. One word, really. Taffy. She told me what was going on - why I've been this way, so empty. She and I were together are together. The other me, before all this happened, was in love with her. But I'm starting to think this me just ( Read more... )

Life's a funny thing, that's for sure. When you think you got it figured out, that's when it all starts to go down the drain. And it leaves me feeling sort of empty inside. Like something's missing ( Read more... )

Last night? Crazy. Crazy in the sense that drinks were flying left and right and the customers at Willy's were gettin' soaked. Also crazy in the fact that I left with Heather and this other guy Stefan. Not that I'm regrettin' anything ( Read more... )

This hell of a town's not doing a single thing to get away from anything. What was he thinking, leaving everyone like that? His girl, his family, his life? Our life. What was I without him? Nothing. I was nothing ( Read more... )

I've been working hard lately, trying to play at places temporarily to see if I can make back some of the money Jenny took. School is going okay, no more posessed kids is always a good thing. The school year's almost over anyways, and once again, it will be summer ( Read more... )

Well things have not worked themself out. In fact, I took a nice trip down to the police station last night ( Read more... )