School has sucked so much lately that all I've been looking forward to is Spring Break coming up soon. Today Mom told me that I might have to go spend time with Dad during it. Yeah, that'd be fun. I'd love to go sit around his place in San Diego, away from Jake and everyone else, and do nothing. I think my stomach dropped to the floor when she ( Read more... )

That asshole Josh Davidson had better consider himself lucky I haven't seen him today. I'd do my level best to kick his ass, and I wouldn't care if he sent the football, basketball and swim teams after me. I know he was responsible for those loser jocks beating Jake up. Speaking of Jake, I can't believe he didn't tell me this last night! I ( Read more... )

It was so awesome to be able to sleep again! I mean, yeah, I'm a chronic insomniac and I complain about it all the time, but you haven't seen insomnia until you haven't been able to sleep so much as an hour a night in nearly a week! I thought I was truly, truly insane by the end of it. Then I was at Jake's watching movies with him, his mom and ( Read more... )

Saturday was amazing. One of those days you want to remember forever. All day and evening in LA with Jake. Sure, he was still kinda worried about his sister, and we were both sort of wired up from lack of sleep, but it was awesome anyway. He told me he loved me. That by itself was enough to make it the best Valentine's Day ever. And I'm so ( Read more... )

Oh, my God. That did not just happen.

I knew Josh Davidson was a dick, but I never thought even he would be bad enough to bring someone to a dance just to dump them. Poor Amber! I'd die if that happened to me. I'm glad Jake kicked his ass ( Read more... )

I had dinner with Jake and his mom last night. His sister didn't eat with us because she was going out with Josh, but she sat at the table with us and looked bored for a while before he got there to pick her up. Jake's mom was really, really nice, but I was a little embarrassed to sit there with her, realizing that she probably thought the same ( Read more... )

I feel horrible. Why can't they ever leave me alone? And I only have to live with one of them.

I spent an hour on the phone with my Dad on Saturday. He raked me over the coals for running away, for worrying him, for worrying my mother, for being rebellious, for pretty much everything you could imagine. I just had to listen and say "yes, sir" ( Read more... )

I overslept in a major way this morning. Mom didn't even bother to see if I was going to school. Thanks, Mom, I missed a Health test. The problem was that I couldn't sleep at all until about 3 a.m., and I didn't hear my alarm when it went off at 5:30. I wonder if they'd let me make it up? If not, there goes my C average in Health plummeting ( Read more... )

Hello, 24-hour bug. I'm better acquainted with the inside of my toilet bowl than I ever hoped to be. I woke up this morning with it and stayed home from school because chills and massive hurling are really not attractive. I feel horrible, and my mom isn't helping anything. She stayed home from work - oh, joy! - and she keeps coming in here and ( Read more... )

My mom has finally started talking to me again, and I really wish she hadn't. She will not shut up with, "I can't believe you'd do something like that, Jordan" and "What did you do for all that time in LA, Jordan?" and "I hope you were smart enough to take precautions, Jordan." She thinks I slept with Jake. Nothing I say can convince her I didn' ( Read more... )