No one sits with him, he doesn’t fit in
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him
Cause you want to belong do you go along
Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It’s not like we hate him or want him to die
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side
And a kindness from you might have ( Read more... )

So i guess some of my 'friends' thought i was faking my knee...
well those of you who thought that, screw up.
i messed up my knee big time.
if you wanna know what i did.
you can ask

i don't think you relize how much i like you even though i shouldn't
& you aren't helping this get any better, accutlly, you are making this alot harder.

=\

can i leave again & not be around any of this?

i don't know if i'm emotionaly ready to go to band camp ( Read more... )

As of 3:00pm today, PreCamp is 1/2 done!
woot woot!
Band Camp is in 4 days.
& im kinda getting excited!

Unity is also tomorrow.
I'm excited.
((I gotta 3 day pass))
I need someone to tag along with
let me know if i can w/ you?
iloveyou

Amy moves away in one week from today.
this makes me kinda sad.
not kinda, but alot.
i love that amy kid
she is a fun one & i' ( Read more... )

it's pre camp week...
enough said.

my friends are home my friends are home!

i miss my friends.. only 3 more days... 3 more days....

its gunna be a long 3 freakin days ='[

Have fun Boston kids <33

someone please explain how I'm a terrible person because of this...
I don't understand.
don't i have the right to be upset?! 
i'm heartbroken & you're bitching to me about how i shouldn't be
but you don't know the 1/2 of it?!
yeah that makes it get so much better.
thankx for making my life even more shity & fucked up than it already has become!