My emotional wall came back. Or I should say I got out my happy ladder and put stone and mortar upon each other until black gray contours blotted out clouds, haze, and the smog that seems to follow me around these days like a stormcloud thratening to dump hell on me at any moment. I just got done ordering a bunch of stuff from Barnes and Noble. I ( Read more... )

It is hard to take back something said. It is even harder to admit that you were wrong. I dont know what I am doing ( Read more... )

Susan made me very angry last night. Angry enough to raise my voice at her. I felt bad for it, but then I thought more about it, and yes, though I overreacted, I had every right to be angry. Her ex was going to take her to a movie that night. Yeah, alarms and bells going off like crazy. She told me it was nothing, and that I shouldnt get angry, ( Read more... )

A man is not a man because he is a pile of bones of flesh that manage to stand upright. A man is a man because of what he stands for, and what he holds inside of himself. What he holds true is his cause, his reason to exist. It is right, no matter who tells him otherwise. He will blindly charge forward for what he believes in, wether figuratively ( Read more... )

I want her to want me. I need her to need me ( Read more... )

The floor shakes when the apaches or commanches or whatever the fuck kind of helicopter they are fly overhead my little room. You took my fuck, Iraq. You took, and you ate it. You ate my fuck. I had no idea it would be so fast, and that I would feel so hollow afterwards ( Read more... )

If I were close enough to choke you, I probably would, as angry as you are making me

Then again, I guess I brought it upon myself

ae

Fuck. ;_;

Jealousy, relief, helpless anger, despair, joy. My moods for the past few days, leaning more towards the darker ones.
Woo do I get jealous easily =/

ae

xceilingfanfanx (9:55:02 AM): z,I leave for kuwait in 4 hours ( Read more... )