I haven't posted in forever. I should really stop using this as my personal blog, and post art or fics instead, but nobody reads my journal so that would just be a waste. xD ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed.

My feelings are hurt.

People won't leave me the hell alone.

Ugh.

-- Jori

So I got my permit today. I'm happy about that. =)

But I've just been feeling really sad recently. I know it's probably just because I'm PMSing. But I feel like my sisters dislike me more and more everyday, along with my brother. I mean, what am I doing wrong? I love my siblings, and we have our tiffs, but I just always feel like they hate me and ( Read more... )

Whoaaaaa.

It's been a while, ne?

To update (if anyone is still reading this), I've had a boring summer so far. I failed math (big surprise, fucking math teacher) and I have to go to summer school in two weeks to get FIVE. MORE. MATH. CREDITS so that I can graduate high school. I don't really mind-- I need to get out of the house anyway. Not to ( Read more... )

Taken from Snaily~

STEP ONE
Make a post to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a ______ icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("all I want for christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV."). The important ( Read more... )

I’m pretty excited about Christmas. Last year, I had no spirit for it, and it was sort of a bust, you know? But this year, I’ve spent at least $80 on presents for people, and I feel very accomplished. Last year I got $20 and went to the dollar tree, getting shitty presents for everyone. I think this year, I went all out-like, seriously. I’m REALLY ( Read more... )

I decided today that I DON'T NEED PATRICK!

His girlfriend apparently broke up with him today. I heard that it had to do with how immature Patrick is. That made me realize that thats why I disliked him in the first place! I say good riddance. I'm proud of his ex-girlfriend and I would like to talk to her, but I know that'd be impolite to ask about ( Read more... )

.... Yeah.

I regret breaking up with Patrick. But I fully realized why he broke up with me. Its because I'm a bad girlfriend. I barely paid attention to him, I didn't answer/return half his calls, whenever we went out, he spent more money than he had on me, and I usually picked my friends over him. I guess I deserved him breaking up with me. I've ( Read more... )

So Patrick and I broke up today. Yeah. It was pretty inevitable, the way things were going. I've been busy all the time, he's sick of not seeing me. Today he stopped me after second period and told me that we weren't working out. I had to keep myself from smiling. I was so ready to break up. Don't get me wrong, despite all the shit he does, he's a ( Read more... )

To get shit out, I mean.

Cuz I can't TALK to anyone. I'm so stressed. Unfortunately, I'm starting slowly to revert back to middle-school Jori, when I wanted to commit suicide all the time. Yeah, I've been feeling suicidal. Don't get freaked, I'm just kinda losing it. I'm sixteen. My parents expect me to find a good-paying job and get out of their ( Read more... )