"I've wandered through the real world, and written myself through the darkness of the streets inside me. I see people walking through the city and wonder where they've been, and what the moments of their lives have done to them. If they're anything like me, their moments have held them up and shot them down. Sometimes I just survive. But sometimes ( Read more... )

In every sense, this is nostalgia brimming over. I haven't touched this account in years. I thought it actually disintegrated after years of disuse (sp?). But it lingers still, holding permeable with a few friends sprinkled around. Although it seems we've all discontinued writing around the 06 - 08 time frame. I guess college ends the years of ( Read more... )

I find it odd that girls are still not at the same level of play as boys for the competitive sport of Starcraft. There is no physical aspect to it really. Simply strategy and brain work.

Odd...

Today I get baptized, something I've wanted for a while ( Read more... )

The project is ending and I'm ready for the break. Unemployment will be hearing from me once next week rolls around. Here though lies my new dilemma: What am I going to do about work? I have no future employment available for me at the moment and I find myself looking for a new job. Well, not actively looking but hoping that references from this ( Read more... )

Detox:So I ended up finishing the detox on day 5. It was the hardest 5 days of my life. Sounds ridiculous considering all the things in the world, but I got a lot out of it. I felt healthy. I lost 10 lbs. I felt more regular. I also realized an important thing: I LOVE FOOD ( Read more... )

So today is the 4th day. Gah, I hate this thing so much. Here’s a little update on what happened last night after work ( Read more... )

I was hoping not to write this because I felt that I would fail before getting anywhere but I'll write it anyways in hopes that it'll draw support ( Read more... )

I'm thinking that:

my home has got to be somewhere else then here.
life is a curveball.
I miss being creative.
friendships are things I never want to place in the shadows.
no body can understand what I feel, but I'm sure they'll challenge that.
I have abs. I just have to lose weight.
I was young once.

I'm hoping:

God will lead me thru it all.

I don't really like writing here too much. I know the eyes have dwindled and most life transcribed isn't interesting. But I'll write here, hoping that those eyes that still watch get something out of it ( Read more... )