life

[josbrowneyes]

well my hockey team offically sucks we have won one game so far this year and most of the ones weve lost have been by more then 4. yesterday coach moved me back to defense and then i didnt play at all untill we were losing so bad in the third period that it didnt matter any more. i dont think its worth my time and energy to sit on the bench.

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[heypopo0108]

oh jo, im so sorry. and im evenmore sorry that we havent really been all that close sinse school started. and im even mroe sorry that i havent been there for you. life does suck, yes, but from many yearsd and many times of thinknig andliving throigh tthis senario, ive learned that i jsut cant wait around for things to happen, or make a change, i have to go out there and do it for myself. i know it seems hard, and it doesnt seem to work, but, in the long run, it does. i knew we always say "lets hang put" but it alwayd turnns out one of us ends up doing soemthing else, make othe rplans - forgetting about it, or im the one calling, and the only one callnig. but we really DO need soem jo and T time. jsut time to catch up, see whats gonig no in eachothers lifes, etc. miss you.

[artofblnce814]

i feel the same way. everyone wants to be the same closness we felt last year and 8th grade, but everyone has so much of there own shit going on. boys, sports and new freinds arent MORE important, but they take up so much time. you make so many promises to stay close, but you realize you need them and want that closeness, almost when its too late. does anyone else feel liek there doing everything for nothing? like, its fine on the surface but it should be getting better?