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I'm really scared of God.

It's not just "fearing" him.

I've become terrified.

Mostly of being his sandcastle.

When I take the time to build a sandcastle, it is an epic castle. I Spend time on it, sad when it falls before it's done, and love it. And after all the emotional effort and time I've spent on it, when it's done, I marvel at the ( Read more... )

So I found one of my great grandmothers old books, one of the only things I have of hers, and it's just by chance that I have it, and the object in itself is pretty meaningless.

It's a book written in 1945 called "God is the Answer"


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I felt disgusting all day, all day ( Read more... )

The hospital isn't as bad as people think they are. The only really excruciating part is that you're sick in the first place, and that they have to give you medicines that make your head become discombobulated.

They've insisted on feeding me sugar. All the time all the time.

I tried the juice, and it stayed down for about two minutes, and then came ( Read more... )

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Chyanne's the bomb. She came to live with us last week, and we're working on getting some shit out of the way and moving on with our lives together. She's 17, like me, and we "kick it ( Read more... )

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My best friend decides to get really ripped, really good looking and then leave me.

For the army

In 22 days.

This is how I feel.


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I'm putting this:


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