feeling so dirty right now. i refuse to take a shower on weekends until i go running, as a means of motivating myself because i hate this feeling. but the pressure to be clean is rarely a match for the pressure to be lazy, so i sit around feeling stank until right before sundown. every time. i guess it wouldn't kill me to take two showers a day ( Read more... )

sorry for the vulgarity, but ... it's the fucking truth.

and you know what else... most straight girls don't even like men. what's up with that?

just cause i can. i work, i make money, why can't i spend it when and how i want to ( Read more... )

suddenly the george lopez show is hilarious ( Read more... )

so i made this "decision" to apply to phd programs in ethnic studies. i think i would really like to go live in san diego close to my family and the beach and study poc issues. i made the announcement, and have cornered myself in to at least doing the applications. this means, of course i have to take the gre, which means i am screwed, because i ( Read more... )

i should go eat. i have not eaten well for days. so pathetic. i was going to make a mission out of going to the grocery store for mayonnaise so i could have a tuna sandwich on wheat - healthy, right? but somehow i ended up in front of the computer. talking to jodie about home ownership and investment and loans. who am i ( Read more... )

small boobs and a pot belly are very unattractive qualities and should be remedied immediately ( Read more... )

there are these crickets that live under my (hopefully) soon to be new house that are monstrously large and so disgusting that i can't stop talking about them. also, i have large biting ants in my current abode, and there is an active trail of them leading into my underwear drawer. guess how i found out... there's nothing quite like ants biting ( Read more... )

i'm glad this journal still exists.

durham is hot, but i love it. it's just sketchy enough.

FYI (meaning, for your information NOT fuquay youth initiative ( Read more... )