It's been a while ..Well I'm moving back to cali..I hope I will have lotz of fun out there...These past few weeks have been really slow for me ..hmmm well only 20 more dayz ..Oh yeah Happy B-day to my boy mike ..18 he's legal now but I told him I'm good at kickin butt and if He smokes guess whos butt is getting kicked...yeah I know I'm not one to ( Read more... )

Today Jose weighed in at 178lbs..he becoming a big boy...it's kinda cool everybody say's I'm getting allot of muscle mass....it's nice..hmmm well the E.P.A is coming this week to fuck my boss in the ass..ha ha what a faggot I hope he get's his ass put in jail...Don't mess with the cali boyz....well I finished my sketch for my new tattoo it's lookin ( Read more... )

Jose is sad...

Jose is falling I need your help I don't know why I do this ....I hate my self..why must it always be like this....

Jose really want's to die...Oh I can't handle all this ..to much stress I just wish I had the gut's to just end it all..

Gosh Jose is so stressed out right now I just want to pop...Oh I need to go home and just relax..I'm sick of all this crap just when you think things could not get any worse they do..ahhhh I need help...but jose is strong I will get through this ...ahhh I wanna go home..I hate it out here...Big Sad face really big sad face...

Wow this day was so boring ..we went to the beach today it sucked...but yeah I got home and went to the gym ahh yes got back just before 12:00 yeah it was fun..but yeah I'm really bored right now..gosh there is not much to fucking do...whatever..

AHHH FUCK THIS WHY THE HELL CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP...AHH FUCK YOU PEOPLE YOU MAKE ME SO FUCKING MAD.......FUCK OFF...

Jose is getting fat 176lbs WOW...well Some really cool stuff happened to me lastnight..it's awesome...well got to go..

Why do I even bother? same old shit...