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[joshdammit182]

I guess I have some form of depression, which based on my mood and reactions, that is an obvious statement. I just don't know why. I've never been understood by a single person all my life. That's why all these friendships that disappeared, did so with ease. Nothing much has changed, I've always been alone in a crowd. But I've never cared. I just

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[masoniteboogy]

hey man i have invited you to chill before but it just seems like you dont want to anymore, i say you should come camping, hey i know you stopped doing that stuff and are clean but atleast you seemed happier when you just let loose and had fun, think about it, later

[joshdammit182]

it's not that I don't want to chill, it's just that some part of me won't allow me to connect with people anymore. im a headcase man. which is most definitelt not your fault. wish i could just make my mind up on something.

[xketchupkiddx]

Hey there, i kinda understand what you're feelin, and i gotta say i know it totally sucks big hairy balls [yea i know, lovely imagery =-p] But alls i can say is to try to hang in there, things usually work themselves out and end up panning out for the better in the end, til then. My advice would be lotsa music, lotsa senseless comedys, and mindless entertainment with or without other people, which sounds like more fun to ya.
Hope your feeling better!
<3Em

[joshdammit182]

lately ive been enjoying movies every night. blockbuster rarely sees a night without me. but a movie only lasts so long. and after all while im watching that movie, i am isolating myself from the world. which is adding to the loneliness. im screwed. im like a fat guy who eats because hes depressed and is depressed because hes fat. it sucks. actually come to think of it..i have been eating more...crap.