this is still one of my favorite movies. it's just so, well, kinda me like, obviously not to the extent that Evan(Ashton) does, but along some of the same thought lines. there's so many things i wish i could have done differently, some of them are like evan's, to make others happy, some are for me also. so, basically i could use a hug now, ( Read more... )

so, i haven't posted on here in ages and what's my post about... i'm so glad the patriots lost. i really am. i think it would have been horrible if they were the first team to go 19-0 and have been caught cheating. and that's not even the worst part. they had cheated previously. they were told to not do so again or there would be consequences ( Read more... )

goodness gracious, i'm absolutely terrified of getting hurt again. i'm not really all that sure i've completely recovered from past relationships and frankly i'm not all that sure if i ever will. i'm not dating anyone or anything, but maybe there could be possibilities for the future. i dunno, i'm kinda i want to put myself out there again and ( Read more... )

so i dunno who if anyone ever really uses lj anymore, but in case some people do, i thought i'd give whomever you are a lil update. so as most of you know i unfortunately have a spring class this semester, at 8 o'clock... 3 days a week... at 8 AM. haha. it sux kinda, but it is with a good professor, so that really does help a lot. anywhoo, work ( Read more... )

uber quick.....
.... i pretty much love Waking Ashland more if possible. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i really likes their new cd so far, no Composure, but i haven't listened to it that much yet. ok, peace out playas.

so i don't use this thing too much anymore, but evidently i want to now. so, to catch you guys up a bit, hmmm... well, if you guys didn't know, Alicia broke up with me on January 13th, so more than two months ago. i think i wrote about that once. so, yeah... we kinda were still dating after that, more same thing as before just not bf and gf. it ( Read more... )

i fricking love Punchline fyi. i thought i would update real quick before i go to work. anywhoo, things are ok lately, i guess. i really need to get a good sleep schedule and stick with it, but oh well. anywhoo, i need to have some breakfast before work, so i'll update later. just thought i'd update real quick.
peace and love,
josh

so this has been pretty much the worst winter break ever. before break even started, our beautiful cat, Muffin had to be put to sleep on the 17th. so, that was incredibly difficult. and still is. and will be for awhile and i don't really wanna talk about it any further right now. then, when we were putting up our xmas tree, it fell over. ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated in a bit. I just wanted to say a late Merry Christmas to everyone and I hope that everyone had a great day. I'm sorry I haven't talked to many of you since well, prolly before camp. I was really trying hard to do well with school the past semester, working at Bach elementary, and being the XC manager. So time was kinda ( Read more... )

i don't really even know where to start. i really wish i could just hit the pause button for my life. i dunno. i just want everyone that has ever read my journal (and i know them) or ever will, that i do care about them. some, more than others, but yeah. so i am alive, obviously. i don't think too many people do lj anymore, do they? anywhoo ( Read more... )