Ok so, I have to start admitting that I am just not over it! Ahhh why why why...I dunno I dont want to be with him, but I dont want him to be with anyone else. I dunno this fucking sucks!!!!!!! Im once again am always in the middle of ppls problems, not in them, but helping them. Well i really gtg study which is another issuse, I seem not to care ( Read more... )

Haha it has been forever since I have gotten into this thing.. and boy do I have plenty of news... but why bother going back, well just pick up from now, lessons learned recently 1, dont let ppl take advantage of you, dont be someones mom when your not a f*in mom! 2, dont keep giving and giving, bc they will keep on taking!!! 3, Keep your head up, ( Read more... )

well wholllly shit! Last night I was talked with about the same shit that I talked about on Saturday night. Marriage, love, spendong the rest of your lives together.... wtf.... why , why now? Why couldnt any of these feelings happen when i was having them or when i was having them completely for just one, not two. Yet maybe not for any. I dont know ( Read more... )

If i thought I went through crazy stuff, I was wrong, it just got ten times crazier. Words cant express how much he means to me, to know that hes still here, bc and angel was watching over him, and although I think there was more than one, I think the same one who watched over my mommy was there too.. 2 days, no sleep , hospitals, work, and heart ( Read more... )

Holy shit have i been going through some crazy ass things latley, although everyone wants to judge, these things happen to me for a reason, God works in msyteriuos way, like it was meant to be or something, strange, i know but honestly. I go to my regular 12 noon gym appointment , that is never missed, and for some reason, he has to cancel, and the ( Read more... )

Dude a night of bike riding with my bestest friends, hello!!! An amazing super fun night!!!!! Yay!! Thanks Mikey! I love streetbikes, ugh it just turns me on lol!!! Anyways had a rough begining of the night with a tiff with the ex, but the thoughts were totally replaced by the 130mph ride. Wonder whats next.....

Once again a fun but very intersting night, since it continuned with the ex and ex hookups being in the same facility! Erin graduated!! Like hello, we had to have a huge party!! Hells Yes! I am so proud of my Angel and John too! So I think I am offically getting over the ex, wow can he be crazy, I just wish he would be the great guy I know, what ( Read more... )

dude, a night full of ex's and ex hookups yet full of fun! Stanley and his great 10 to 1 ratio parties are always somehow a good time. I mean my ex saw his friends and mine being awfully touchy feelly with me tonight it was great, he was so starring and then tryed me by tryin to talk to some black slut... dude go ahead lol!!!! Anyway I had tons of ( Read more... )

So a much needed best friend night was in order and felt great, a dinner date, some twisty treat and swings!!! Woo Hoo!!!! Hells Yes! haha Thanks Amz! So anyways going through a lil bit of roughness, but you know, not something I havent done before. I just dont understand why I cant make my own damn desicions!!??? I just want a bike, that I am ( Read more... )

Ok so I have to admit I am a little freaking disappointed, so my 3 A's and 2 B's should have been 4 A's and not to mention two were minus', that fucking sucks, if it is an A it is a damn A!!!!!! I mean 3.6 isnt bad, but not want I wanted !!!!! Oh well I guess that is what I get for taking 15 hours and never going to class. Anyway, work is going ( Read more... )