It's been better than ages. But I don't really think anoyone reads these anyway. But here's a bit of what's going down town in my lifeski ( Read more... )

So it's been a freaky long time, but yeah I'm still alive. I'm scraping by on my bare knuckles,but I'm livin it and it's good. I've never felt more free and whole and complete than I do right now. I finally got out of my house. I think it was a big deression factor. It's a total scene of chaos right now. I got out just in time. My dad kicked my mom ( Read more... )

I've had way too much time to think here lately and it kinda depresses me. With Amy being in NY I don't have much to do and have really been spending a lot of time with Lindsay. It kind of scares me a little though the way I am starving for female attention. With all this damn time on my hands I worry that something stupid might happen... Not ( Read more... )

What's been crackin? I've been just working, like every day since last Monday. So yea that's great. I filed my appeals letter for school. I guess well see. The biggest news i would have to say is that I am trekking to Michigan to catch the Dane Cook performance. It's about a four hour drive and I'll be doing that with some buddies on the 27th of ( Read more... )

It's a straylight run song... not sure what it means, but they keep gettin more interesting as time goes on. There's been a lot of time since I was a kid in the days of carefree youth. Worrying about gettin that last hour before having to go to bed when now I look to get to bed within each passing late night hour. Things naturally grow harder and ( Read more... )

HA HA! I got a job at UPS... I got a job at UPS! Yeah so yesterday I was kinda sittin on my ass and making 8.50 an hour. Tell me that's not cool. Today I actually got into a trailer and unloaded boxes. Totally fuckin sweet. Sweatin like a mo fo and movin boxes and shit it was great. The class is kinda boring and mainly repetative, but it's not bad ( Read more... )

Summer has been a wreck of slums. I've never in my life been this broke. It's sad and ridiculous. But the funny thing about it is that I've had a lot more fun than I did last year when I raked in the cash. It's not all about money for sure. If you haven't figured that out you need a reality check. Simple as that ( Read more... )

So lately I've been shacked up due mostly to being broke and shit. It's been kinda funny over the last week and a half I've spent cooped up in here, I've been thinking about so much shit and it's starting to get to me. I've been wondering how I ended up in all this horrible debt I am after just last summer the most I worried about was what I was ( Read more... )

Lying in the grass next to the mausoleum ( Read more... )

I just read over a blog I wrote a long time ago. I was a distressed youth back in my day. Many people cried and what-not at graduation. I remember it being a fulfilling experience. After that moment I didn't think I was going to have to look back to all those disarming emotions and random expanses of things that I wasn't expecting, intending, or ( Read more... )