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[joshthepirate07]

satan is a dirty dirty whore. i resist his temptations, and he fires back with doubts of inadequacy with spiritual leadership. i know its just another attack, but man, that bastard knows how undercut me. i am a small group leader here on campus. im not the greatest out there but i try. 3 of my 7 guys were either too shy to tell me up front that

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[morninsunshine]

Correction...you are a dirty dirty whore.

I hate those stupid little boys. I bet if you beat them up they will stay in your group. I think you are a great church-group-leader-talker-something-or-other person. To be honest, I have no idea really what you do, but I'm bet you are good at it.

[joshthepirate07]

nah. ive realized i was just selfish. the guys that dont want to be in group anymore have surpassed anything i can give them or do for them. its actually better for them that they want to switch to either of the other small group leader's groups, because by and large nate and derek (the other leaders) are just better with small group dynamics than i am. i need to focus my attention more on the guys that want to still stay in the group, because i think i still can offer them something.
its all cool. God worked that all out.