i hate that i feel i must post a blog on here, instead of on myspace, because people at school might see it that. I dont know what is sustaining me right now. Well, i do actually, its God. But, other than that, theres nothing. I am trapped in solitude-i do not feel comfortable around my friends to lay bare my heart and my be vulnerable. I have ( Read more... )

im bald now. just thought id post that. i enjoy not having hair, except i burn through mach3 blades like nothing, which sucks because they are like 18 bucks for 4 of them. gonna have to learn to shave my noggin with crappy disposable blades, or wax my head...or nair....or not.

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the title of my journal is "walkin by faith not by sight". a lesson i could use to learn right now. Come december, i will be homeless. i am not welcome at my parents house for Christmas break. Outside a miracle, i wont be at whitworth next spring. I've been seriously considering joining the military. I dont know what to do, where to go, and ( Read more... )

well, my life as a whitworth college student may very well be crashing quickly to an end. I feel as if God is closing doors that i am trying with all my might to keep open. this is the first time in a long while where i have felt as if i honestly dont know where i am going or what i am going to be doing once im there ( Read more... )

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i used to silently think i was the sh*t. I knew one day i would roar like a beast and surprise everyone. In my ever so secret fanatasy, I would one day break this or that record, blow everyone away with my superhuman strength, slay beasts and demons with my bare hands. I knew it to be true, i knew that there was something God made me for, ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Conservative
(30% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(35% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Totalitarian

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oh the fruit of procrastination

More Emotional

You have:
47% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and
70% EMOTIONAL INTUITION

The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored above average on emotional intuition and about average on scientific intuition.Keep in mind that very few people score high on both! In ( Read more... )

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